heyy reader. it's kiki again - finally a second blog post on here...
i just wanted to update on the last few weeks.
in november i celebrated my cousins bday and i also made a youtube video about it...
well actually, before that happened... there was something HUGE that happened in my life.
to make a long story short, i was able to finally be free from someone who i needed out of my life for a long time. 
just imagine you're an adult but the way you were conditioned as a child makes you kind of weak to people u TRULY care for and you're easily taken advantage of it theres a leech (yes, you were a leech! that knows this weakness of yours, they use it to keep you in a stagnant place where u cant grow because they wont let u! because they want u to stay as small as they are, never flourishing into what u always wanted to be since you were a teen, before you met them.
... i know it seems simple to break free from another human, but it was difficult for me because i care for people too much without realizing that they are using me in some way... its sick really. these people you care for and they may care for you too, but they use you for their own sick sad world.
the good news is, i finally am away from that person
anyways, thats a bit of an update on my #life -- i was able to get gifts for xmas this year to my close fam members.. i got gifts too well really all year i had gotten gifts so im really happy. usually i dont get shit from people which i dont mind bc i never get anyone anything either. im just not too materialistic and if i were i only want expensive things, like a nintendo switch for example lol
so i got a new #job which will start in a month or so, so thats new too! i needed something other than doing amazon flex and walmart spark... ahhh those driving jobs are fun until theyre not. the thing is i drive around for everyone. and at this point in my life im kinda tired of being the driver and having to drive everywhere while noone drives for me LOL. sorry not sorry. i've been driving since 16 years old and my friends never try to visit me.. so hopefully they will now that ive changed my mindset.
hmm what other updates do i got for ya... i guess thats it. most of my updates are on youtube.. hope you guys enjoy my vids! until the next post!
watching: yaboyroshi madoka magica reaction (and coryxkenshin omg i love him hes finally back!! although im not religious i dont mind him praying in front of me lol)
listening: xmas music on youtube nonstop lol
what i do?: editing this page and getting ready for tonight/(jk my plans were cancelled i think im gonna game i havent in a while!) working to take care of dogs tehe (xmas day now, going to see the baby at bros house!)
newest youtube video
https://youtu.be/FZnH0H1bdFw?feature=sharedmy reaction to XG's second mini album!
my tips on what to do when ur sad!
i hope you guys stay warm this winter and stay safe, take care of your cars or youll end up like me, trying to fix multiple things all at once with barely any money tehe
how have you been? what did u do these past few weeks that have been exciting?
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this is my first blog post on my neocities site WOW
well i wanted to quickly talk about my week...
on monday, I saw my current fav girl group XG! It was amazing and well i made like 3 videos about it on youtube. I'm thinking of making a video titled "my XG concert experience" and talk about certain things what to watch out for what you should maybe worry about etc...
Then on Saturday!!! I went to my first rave ever in my 29 years of life! Wow.. I'm also thinking of making a youtube video kind of like a STORYTIME like bringing back old school youtube stuff ya know?
Well i sure hope it goes welll. im starting to care less about my looks and sharing them on the internet lol... can more ugly people get popurlar... why is everyone supposed to look so hot online 24/7.. i usually follow people who dont use filters bc i want the real deal hehe
well anywho!!! yes i hope you all look forward to that.. also as u can see... i left my wordpress site for neocities.. why? because wordpress was getting so expensive boohoo... and well i hope!!! i can blog on here normally. i have to transfer a few things and i also want people to comment on my blog posts too... like a normal blog usually is. so i hope you guys can do that soon I will be working hard on that because i love editing stuff so much ugh... anyways i will end it here.. enjoy the lovely night!! but soon i will update again.
watching: cocoSHIBA on twitch!
listening: video game music on youtube
what i do?: im editing my neocities site...
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